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She Can't Have You - Part 7 (Final Chapter)
The final - and longest - chapter. Don't know what I'm going to write next, but I'll find something I suppose! Enjoy, and tell me what you think!
Title: She Can't Have You
Pairing: Ryan/Colin, Greg/Jeff
Rating: Oh, definately NC-17 ;p
Disclaimer: Don't own 'em, but I now own some Czech hazelnut wafers. Yum!
She Can't Have You - Part 7 (Final Chapter)
August, 2008
Ryan, Colin, Greg and Jeff sat in the limo, swigging champagne, toasting the newlyweds. Ryan was beginning to feel the signs of nervousness in his stomach again, although one look at Greg and Jeff, and how happy they were settled in down a bit. One look at Colin evaporated it completely. Greg was right. It was gonna be worth it and make things better for both of them. He was sure of it.
They arrived at the hotel, which had been decorated to celebrate the wedding. As the four of them stepped out of the limo, albeit a little tipsy from too much champagne, they were greeted by Greg and Jeff's families, plus a very happy Drew. He had received a call from Brad informing him that he would be at the reception, his flight was a little late. The group bounded into the room reserved for the wedding, and sat down at the table. Dinner was to be served first, followed with drinks and drunken dancing. Greg and Jeff sat in the centre of the table, their families flanking either side of them. Ryan and Colin sat opposite them, Ryan exchanging grins with Greg every so often. Greg was the only one he had spoken to about his surprise for Colin.
"What's going on between you and Greg?" Colin asked. There was no jealously in his voice, just a sense of childlike curiosity.
"Hmm? Oh, nothing. Greg's got something special planned for Jeff later, and he's just excited."
"Care to fill me in?" Colin used his big puppy dog eyes, the ones he used whenever he wanted something off Ryan.
"I can't tell you, I'm sworn to secrecy." Ryan whispered.
"Please!" Colin whispered back.
"I can't! I promised Greg!"
"I'll love you forever."
"You'll love me forever anyway."
"Why are we whispering?"
"Makes it seem like a big deal."
"Isn't it?"
"You'll have to wait and see."
Colin grunted in mock anger, knowing that this time, whatever Ryan was keeping secret, it was going to stay that way. He was a little annoyed that Greg had chosen not to fill him in on it, but then again, Greg had known Ryan a lot longer than he had known Colin. Ryan, noticing that Colin was slightly miffed, leaned over, running his head up the inside of Colin's thigh.
"I'm sorry I have to keep it secret. But I can make it up to you."
"Ryan," Colin panted, "Jesus, not now!"
"Why not?" Ryan purred, now palming Colin through his trousers, "Is there a better time?"
"How about, not through dessert?"
"I want you for dessert."
"Jesus, Ryan, I really don't want to make a mess of my trousers."
"Maybe there is a better time then."
"No, but there's certainly a better place."
"Care to show me?"
Carefully to keep his jacket over his crotch, Colin stood up and motioned to Greg that he and Ryan were going for a cigarette. Since they were staying at the hotel over night, Colin quickly ran to reception, grabbed the card for their room, and they both bolted to the elevator. Greg had booked all the rooms on the top floor, which gave them plenty of time. Ryan gently pushed Colin against the side of the elevator, and kissed him sweetly, while Colin wrapped his arms around Ryan, trying desperately to create friction where he so needed it.
"Ryan, please. I need you."
"I know. Are we even moving?"
They both paused, and noticed that they were not moving at all. The doors were shut however, leaving both men feeling claustrophobic.
"Are we stuck?" Colin asked.
Suddenly, the doors pinged open, Ryan and Colin quickly separated themselves from each other, and Drew was standing there, looking slightly confused at finding them there.
"Hey guys. What're you doing?"
"Uh, Ryan left his cigarettes in the room so we were just going to get them." Colin quickly replied. Sometimes doing improvisation for a living came in handy.
"Sure, well, Greg sent me to look for you. They're doing speeches."
"Talking in front of large crowd. Yippee!" Colin said sarcastically, his shyness always took over when he had to do speeches or interviews.
"C'mon Col, it'll be fine." Ryan said, taking Colin's now damp hand in his own.
The three of them walked back through to the reception room, where Greg was currently standing, toasting his new husband. Ryan, Colin and Drew snuck back to their seats, although not unnoticed by Greg.
"To wrap up, I'd just like to say thanks to everyone who attended today. To Ryan, for being my best man. To Colin, for being Jeff's best man. And to Jeff, for making my life complete."
There was a round of applause for Greg as he sat down to receive a kiss from his new husband. Ryan was also going to make a speech, but he was waiting for Jeff to make his. However, a sharp nod from Greg informed that Jeff had already made his speech. Ryan stood up, suddenly feeling in the spotlight a bit. As he stood up, he mouthed 'Not now.' to Greg.
"Uh, well, I just like to say congratulations to the happy couple. It's obvious to anyone that you were made for each other. I know what it feels like to find someone who completes you -" He looked down at Colin to find him looking back up at him, his eyes shining, - "And I'm just so happy for you both that you've found the same thing. So now, as best man, it is my duty to tell an embarrassing story about Greg."
"Fuck off Ryan!"
"OK, maybe later. Now, my second duty as best man, is to propose that we all move to the ballroom for dancing and drinks!"
This was met by a round of cheers as everybody picked up their glasses and walked through to the ballroom, where a DJ had been hired for the night. Ryan started walking through with Colin, but was pulled back by Greg.
"Jeff, can you go through with Colin? I need to speak with Ryan about something."
Jeff gave a puzzled frown, but went through anyway, with an equally baffled Colin.
"Ryan, when are you going to do this thing? Is he beginning to suspect something?"
"Yeah, he asked me why we were smiling at each other during dinner."
"Shit. He's not getting the wrong idea is he?"
"I didn't think about that. I hope not. I mean, you're my friend Greg, but only one man gets to see my penis."
"I was hoping you'd never offer."
They grinned at one another before Greg dropped his in favour of a more serious look.
"What song do you want?"
"'For You' by John Denver."
"You sure?"
"Yeah, it's our song."
"It's pretty gay."
"In case you hadn't noticed Greg, we are."
"Would you define yourself as gay?"
Ryan paused. Would he? Colin had been, and still was, the only man he had ever been attracted to. "I don't know. Colin's been my only guy."
"Jeff's been my only one believe it or not. I take it that you're on the same level as me when I say 'I don't want anyone else'."
"Yeah. It's cheesy, it's sappy but I can't imagine what life would be like if I didn't have Colin with me."
"Me neither. So 'For You'?"
"Yeah."
They both walked through to the ballroom to find Jeff and Colin standing in the corner of the bar, waiting for their respective partners to arrive. As soon as they walked in, Colin looked at Ryan, Jeff looked at Greg, both with questions in their eyes. Greg and Ryan couldn't stand it, Greg was right when he said that Colin might have got the wrong end of the stick. Both men walked over, Greg dragging Jeff onto the floor to slow dance to 'Everything I Do' by Bryan Adams.
"Why do they always play the cheesy love songs at a wedding?" Greg whispered to his husband.
"What else can they play at weddings?" Jeff said back.
They slow danced for a minute or so, Jeff trying to collect his courage to Greg something that had been bugging since he asked to be alone with Ryan.
"Greg, what's going on between you and Ryan?"
Greg leaned forward until they were nose to nose. "You promise not to tell?"
"Greg, please just tell me."
Looking into Jeff's eyes, he could see confusion behind them, and a little bit of hurt. Surely he didn't think he was cheating on him? On the night of their wedding? "You think that me and Ryan?....." He couldn't finish as the laughter began to start.
"Well, no, but you know, I'm sorry, I couldn't help it."
"Shh. Don't worry about it. We're not, we never will. I'm gonna tell you what's going on, but you have to keep it secret."
"I promise."
"Ryan's gonna -"
"Greg!" Ryan shouted. Greg looked over to see Ryan waving him over to the DJ's booth.
"I have a feeling you're gonna find out right now," Greg said to his lover, giving him a quick kiss, "Go get Colin and bring him out here. You stand beside him, I'll be right back."
Jeff watched Greg run over to the DJ's booth, him and Ryan huddling over something with grins on their faces. He felt a bit left out, although he was sure that Greg would have told him what was going on if Ryan hadn't interrupted. Instead, he did as Greg asked and brought Colin out onto the dance floor.
"What's going on?" Colin asked him.
"I really have no idea. Greg was about to tell me."
"They're being really weird."
"I know." Jeff said, a puzzled frown now gracing his boyish features again.
Ryan walked back over to Colin, as the music started. It was 'For You' by John Denver.
"Dance with me?"
Colin didn't need a second invitation, as he pressed his body close to Ryan's. They weren't dancing, they were simply hugging and swaying on the spot. But it was good enough. They became lost in their own world. Colin felt like he was floating. He opened his eyes to find Jeff and Greg swaying on their own little spot, Jeff's eyes filled love and a hint of excitement. As they swayed nearer to each other, Colin leaned over.
"Did Greg tell you what's going on?"
Jeff simply nodded, not trusting himself to speak.
"What? What's happening?"
"You'll find out."
Jeff and Greg started swaying away as the song entered its final lines.
'For you all the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you.
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love for you.'
As the song finished, Colin felt Ryan pull away from him. This was it. Whatever Greg and Ryan had been conversing about all day, this was it. He didn't know if it was good or bad. He didn't know if he was looking forward to it, or wanted to run away and hide. Ryan leant in and gave a kiss full of love. It was a good thing then. Colin then stood shocked, as Ryan knelt down on one knee, reached into his breast pocket and pull a small velvet box.
"Colin Andrew Mochrie, I love you. That song is ours, because I've never found anything else which has described how much I love you. I've loved for you for over twenty years, and had the amazing experience of spending most of that time waking up beside you, feeling your love for me everyday, knowing that whatever life has thrown at me, you wouldn't leave my side. I love you so much. Will you marry me?"
At his last words, Ryan lifted the lid of his box to show two beautiful matching white gold rings. Tears began to form in Colin's eyes. This was it. This was what Ryan had been planning. No wonder Greg and Jeff hadn't told him. From where he was standing he could see a date inscribed inside the band - 14.02.1989. Colin's mind flashed back to the day, the day that he and Ryan had left Pat and Deb standing in the living room of Colin's tiny apartment to start their life together. Colin looked into Ryan's green eyes, which hid nothing from him. He could see his love for him, his nervousness, his hope, all mixed together, leaving Colin no doubt what his answer was.
"Yes. Yes, I'll marry you!"
Ryan leapt off the floor and threw himself into Colin's arm as the crowd around them clapped and whistled. Ryan took Colin's ring from the box, and placed it on his finger. As he went to remove the other ring, Colin's hand stopped him.
"I want to do that."
Ryan smiled as he gave Colin the box. Colin lifted the ring, slid it onto Ryan's finger and whispered to him, "You're such a sap."
"You love me for it." Ryan whispered back, and kissed his soon to be husband.
"I do. I love you so much."
At this point, Brad sauntered into the ballroom to find Colin and Ryan in the middle of the floor, everybody else watching them with tears in their eyes.
"What've I missed?"
Nobody answered him, they were all too involved with Ryan and Colin. Drew, however, had noticed and walked over to him. "Hey Brad, come have a drink with me, I'll explain it all."
The party lasted into the small hours of the morning with several toasts to the newlyweds, and the newly engaged. Ryan danced with Colin, Greg danced with Jeff, Ryan danced with Greg, Jeff danced with Colin, Ryan danced with Jeff, Colin danced with Greg, and at one point, Colin was sure that he was Drew dancing with Brad. Around two in the morning, Ryan and Colin announced that they were going to bed. After a sly wink from Greg, they left the ballroom and got into the elevator again.
"Wasn't this broken last time we used it?" Colin asked, his words slightly slurred.
Ryan leant forward, trying to get the buttons to focus. He pressed for the button for the sixth floor and instantly they started moving.
"Did we push the button last time?" He wondered aloud, his speech a bit clearer than Colin.
"Don't think so actually, I was too busy being pinned down by an attractive man."
"Like this?" Ryan said, taking Colin's wrists and pinned them above his head.
"You seem to like me being helpless like this." Colin informed him, wriggling his hands to show that he couldn't move them.
"A little," Ryan admitted, "But I much prefer you went you can do better things with those hands." He leaned in and captured Colin's mouth, conveying the passion that he had been feeling since the last opportunity in the elevator escaped them. Bringing his hands down, he began to pull Colin's shirt out from his trousers. Now that his hands were free, Colin start to unbutton Ryan's shirt. Both men appeared to have forgotten where they were as the elevator pinged to let them know that they had arrived at the sixth floor.
"What number are we?"
Colin took the card out his pocket and laughed when he saw the number. He handed the card to Ryan who read the number '69'.
"He's a bastard! I bet he got us this room on purpose."
"Does it matter? We're still gonna use it." Colin said, as seductively as he could. It appeared to be working as Ryan growled, grabbed Colin's hand and they both ran to the end of the corridor towards their room. When they got there however, Ryan was having a little trouble opening the door.
"Col, Col, it won't open!"
"Give it to me." Ryan handed the card to Colin, who took one look at the card, flipped it over, jammed it into the slot, and the door opened. "You had it upside down."
Not caring that he had appeared like an idiot, Ryan stepped forward into the room, making Colin step backwards. Placing his hands on Colin's shoulders, Ryan directed him towards the king sized bed which was waiting for their arrival. Giving Colin a slight shove, Ryan climbed over him as he fell onto the bed, straddling him as he did so. He attacked Colin's shirt buttons with vigour, needing to feel the skin of the man below him. As soon as they were undone, he pulled Colin's jacket and shirt off at the same time.
"No, wait," Colin panted, "Shirt off."
Colin rolled them both so their positions were reversed. Determined to take this slow, Colin leant forward and kissed Ryan, his tongue lapped at his bottom lip until Ryan opened his mouth. Colin deliberately kept the kiss light although it was threatening to become so much more. His nimble fingers quickly undone all the buttons and by drawing back slightly, made Ryan follow him so he could remove his jacket and shirt, all the while, they remained exploring each other's mouths. Ryan then moved to get up onto his knees, pulling Colin up into the same position so he could begin removing his trousers. As soon as the button was undone, the zipper down, his hand dove in and began to stroke Colin at a maddeningly slow pace, pleased to find that he was already hard.
"Ryan, faster, please."
Ryan remained at the same pace. He had stolen Colin's frame of mind in that he wanted this to be slow, he wanted to enjoy this fully. During his train of thought, Colin had opened his trousers too, and was copying Ryan's actions, teasing him, occasionally delving deeper to massage his balls.
"Fuck, Col." Ryan leaned forward to capture Colin's mouth again, this time, their kiss full of passion and lust. Their clothing, which has previously been used to tease each other, was now in the way and was going to be ripped apart if it was not removed soon. Pushing Colin onto his back, Ryan removed Colin's and his own hand, and began kissing his way down Colin's chest.
"Ryan, wait." Colin said in a strangled voice.
"What?" He said, lifting his head to meet Colin's gaze. His eyes were clouded in lust, and Ryan knew that there was no way he couldn't deny him anything at this point.
"Come here." Colin motioned to the spot next to him. Ryan climbed back up the bed, and lay on his back next to Colin, who swung his leg over Ryan's hip. "I want to thank you."
"For what?"
"For proposing. For making me the happiest man alive." He leaned forward to give Ryan a chaste kiss on the lips, before kissing his way down Ryan's body, stopping at his nipples, giving them a sharp nip each, causing Ryan's body to twang off the bed.
"Col, please.... you....you gotta..."
Smiling to himself, Colin began making his way down the rest of his lover's body, pulling down his trousers and boxers at the same time, pausing to remove both their pairs of shoes, pulling the trousers off Ryan completely and removing his own. When he looked back up at the bed, he saw, to him, the most beautiful sight. Ryan, lying, waiting for him, his erection pressed flat against his stomach, begging for Colin to touch him. Colin started making his way back up the bed, only to pause at Ryan's groin to take his erection in his mouth. Ryan began to whimper and moan, loving every swipe of Colin's tongue, loving every pump of his hand. Knowing that he was nearing the point of no return, he tried to pull Colin up, but Colin shook him off.
"This one is about you."
Touched at the level of raw emotion in Colin's voice, he lay back, carefully thrusting into his lover's mouth, his hands forming fists in the bed sheets, his breathing becoming more and more laboured. He was close, so close.
"Col, I love you... love you...so...much...." Colin hummed his approval, taking Ryan to the back of his throat, bringing his left hand down to fondle Ryan's balls. The combination felt like Heaven.
"Col, I'm gonna.... I'm gonna....COL!" He screamed as his orgasm hit him full blast, wave after wave of pleasure hitting him, as Colin took him to the back of his throat and kept him there, continually swallowing, taking everything Ryan had to offer. Only when Ryan had slumped back onto the pillows did Colin crawl back up. Ryan pulled him over so he could get a kiss.
"Take me." Ryan whispered.
"You sure?" Colin asked. It wasn't often that Ryan bottomed. Colin preferred to bottom, while Ryan preferred to top, which made for a happy union. Still, a change every once a while couldn't hurt. "Stay there." He ordered, running to get their bags, which sat by the door having being brought up earlier by the bellhop. Rummaging around, he found a small tube of lube, with a strawberry scent. He loved strawberries. Turning back to Ryan, he slowly knelt on the bottom of the bed, and drizzled some of the lube onto his fingers. Slowly, he pushed a finger into Ryan, watching his every reaction. If it was too painful, Colin would stop. Instead, Ryan seemed to be loving every second of it. Colin began to move his finger in and out, pleased that it was him who was making Ryan moan again. He added a second finger, watching in glee as Ryan's moans only increased, both in length and loudness. As he added a third finger, his joy became complete as he watch Ryan get aroused yet again. They weren't young by any means, and knowing that Ryan would get aroused so quickly pleased Colin to no end. He was so busy watching Ryan that he almost missed his order.
"Now. Col, now, before it's too late."
Colin withdrew his fingers, surprised that Ryan would be so near the edge without even getting to the main event. He quickly lubed himself up with some great difficulty, he was aroused that he felt like one touch from Ryan would make him explode.
"I love you." He whispered as he began to push into Ryan. Ryan groaned in return, making Colin smile, he loved it when he could make Ryan speechless. He entered Ryan slowly, knowing that it had been a long time since Ryan had bottomed, and would need time to adjust.
"Faster, Col. For Christ's sake, go faster."
Colin slid in a touch faster, until he was into the hilt. Pausing to give Ryan a moment, he was shocked to discover that he was breathless. Ryan, noticing this, smirked. "Am I too much for you Col?"
Col answered this by withdrawing almost completely and sliding back in much faster than he had before, causing Ryan to moan in complete ecstasy. Unable to control himself, Colin found himself thrusting hard, driven on by Ryan's groans.
"Please...Col....faster.....that's it....love you...love.....you...."
Sweat was pouring from both men, the complete pleasure at being together was being to build. Colin could feel it, working its way out from his stomach. Grabbing the headboard to increase the strength of his thrusts, he used his free hand to grab Ryan's dick, and pump fast and furiously.
"Ahhh! Col! Fuck...."
Both men were struggling to take a complete breath, Colin kept his eyes open, determined to see Ryan's face when he came, he needed to see the pleasure he made on Ryan's face.
"I......love...you so...much...Ry."
Those were his last words before he jumped over the edge into sweet ecstasy, thrusting one more time, deep into Ryan, allowing his orgasm to fill him, screaming Ryan's name into the empty room, swept away by the look of utmost pleasure on Ryan's face, screaming his name, covering his stomach and Colin's hand. Completely exhausted, he collapsed on top of Ryan, panting and struggling to get his breathing back to normal. He felt Ryan brush the few hairs he had on the side of his head behind his ear, leaving little kisses all over.
Unable to speak, Colin rolled off Ryan onto his right hand side, allowing Ryan to spoon him from behind, holding his hand.
"I know I've said it at least fifty times today Col, but I love you."
"You're such a sap."
"You love me for it."
"Yes, I do."
Colin held up their joined hands, their new white gold bands sparkling in the moonlight that shone from their window. He smiled. Behind him, Ryan saw the bands, and smiled too. When he could name Colin as his husband, he wouldn't want anything to change. Their life together would be perfect.
Title: She Can't Have You
Pairing: Ryan/Colin, Greg/Jeff
Rating: Oh, definately NC-17 ;p
Disclaimer: Don't own 'em, but I now own some Czech hazelnut wafers. Yum!
She Can't Have You - Part 7 (Final Chapter)
August, 2008
Ryan, Colin, Greg and Jeff sat in the limo, swigging champagne, toasting the newlyweds. Ryan was beginning to feel the signs of nervousness in his stomach again, although one look at Greg and Jeff, and how happy they were settled in down a bit. One look at Colin evaporated it completely. Greg was right. It was gonna be worth it and make things better for both of them. He was sure of it.
They arrived at the hotel, which had been decorated to celebrate the wedding. As the four of them stepped out of the limo, albeit a little tipsy from too much champagne, they were greeted by Greg and Jeff's families, plus a very happy Drew. He had received a call from Brad informing him that he would be at the reception, his flight was a little late. The group bounded into the room reserved for the wedding, and sat down at the table. Dinner was to be served first, followed with drinks and drunken dancing. Greg and Jeff sat in the centre of the table, their families flanking either side of them. Ryan and Colin sat opposite them, Ryan exchanging grins with Greg every so often. Greg was the only one he had spoken to about his surprise for Colin.
"What's going on between you and Greg?" Colin asked. There was no jealously in his voice, just a sense of childlike curiosity.
"Hmm? Oh, nothing. Greg's got something special planned for Jeff later, and he's just excited."
"Care to fill me in?" Colin used his big puppy dog eyes, the ones he used whenever he wanted something off Ryan.
"I can't tell you, I'm sworn to secrecy." Ryan whispered.
"Please!" Colin whispered back.
"I can't! I promised Greg!"
"I'll love you forever."
"You'll love me forever anyway."
"Why are we whispering?"
"Makes it seem like a big deal."
"Isn't it?"
"You'll have to wait and see."
Colin grunted in mock anger, knowing that this time, whatever Ryan was keeping secret, it was going to stay that way. He was a little annoyed that Greg had chosen not to fill him in on it, but then again, Greg had known Ryan a lot longer than he had known Colin. Ryan, noticing that Colin was slightly miffed, leaned over, running his head up the inside of Colin's thigh.
"I'm sorry I have to keep it secret. But I can make it up to you."
"Ryan," Colin panted, "Jesus, not now!"
"Why not?" Ryan purred, now palming Colin through his trousers, "Is there a better time?"
"How about, not through dessert?"
"I want you for dessert."
"Jesus, Ryan, I really don't want to make a mess of my trousers."
"Maybe there is a better time then."
"No, but there's certainly a better place."
"Care to show me?"
Carefully to keep his jacket over his crotch, Colin stood up and motioned to Greg that he and Ryan were going for a cigarette. Since they were staying at the hotel over night, Colin quickly ran to reception, grabbed the card for their room, and they both bolted to the elevator. Greg had booked all the rooms on the top floor, which gave them plenty of time. Ryan gently pushed Colin against the side of the elevator, and kissed him sweetly, while Colin wrapped his arms around Ryan, trying desperately to create friction where he so needed it.
"Ryan, please. I need you."
"I know. Are we even moving?"
They both paused, and noticed that they were not moving at all. The doors were shut however, leaving both men feeling claustrophobic.
"Are we stuck?" Colin asked.
Suddenly, the doors pinged open, Ryan and Colin quickly separated themselves from each other, and Drew was standing there, looking slightly confused at finding them there.
"Hey guys. What're you doing?"
"Uh, Ryan left his cigarettes in the room so we were just going to get them." Colin quickly replied. Sometimes doing improvisation for a living came in handy.
"Sure, well, Greg sent me to look for you. They're doing speeches."
"Talking in front of large crowd. Yippee!" Colin said sarcastically, his shyness always took over when he had to do speeches or interviews.
"C'mon Col, it'll be fine." Ryan said, taking Colin's now damp hand in his own.
The three of them walked back through to the reception room, where Greg was currently standing, toasting his new husband. Ryan, Colin and Drew snuck back to their seats, although not unnoticed by Greg.
"To wrap up, I'd just like to say thanks to everyone who attended today. To Ryan, for being my best man. To Colin, for being Jeff's best man. And to Jeff, for making my life complete."
There was a round of applause for Greg as he sat down to receive a kiss from his new husband. Ryan was also going to make a speech, but he was waiting for Jeff to make his. However, a sharp nod from Greg informed that Jeff had already made his speech. Ryan stood up, suddenly feeling in the spotlight a bit. As he stood up, he mouthed 'Not now.' to Greg.
"Uh, well, I just like to say congratulations to the happy couple. It's obvious to anyone that you were made for each other. I know what it feels like to find someone who completes you -" He looked down at Colin to find him looking back up at him, his eyes shining, - "And I'm just so happy for you both that you've found the same thing. So now, as best man, it is my duty to tell an embarrassing story about Greg."
"Fuck off Ryan!"
"OK, maybe later. Now, my second duty as best man, is to propose that we all move to the ballroom for dancing and drinks!"
This was met by a round of cheers as everybody picked up their glasses and walked through to the ballroom, where a DJ had been hired for the night. Ryan started walking through with Colin, but was pulled back by Greg.
"Jeff, can you go through with Colin? I need to speak with Ryan about something."
Jeff gave a puzzled frown, but went through anyway, with an equally baffled Colin.
"Ryan, when are you going to do this thing? Is he beginning to suspect something?"
"Yeah, he asked me why we were smiling at each other during dinner."
"Shit. He's not getting the wrong idea is he?"
"I didn't think about that. I hope not. I mean, you're my friend Greg, but only one man gets to see my penis."
"I was hoping you'd never offer."
They grinned at one another before Greg dropped his in favour of a more serious look.
"What song do you want?"
"'For You' by John Denver."
"You sure?"
"Yeah, it's our song."
"It's pretty gay."
"In case you hadn't noticed Greg, we are."
"Would you define yourself as gay?"
Ryan paused. Would he? Colin had been, and still was, the only man he had ever been attracted to. "I don't know. Colin's been my only guy."
"Jeff's been my only one believe it or not. I take it that you're on the same level as me when I say 'I don't want anyone else'."
"Yeah. It's cheesy, it's sappy but I can't imagine what life would be like if I didn't have Colin with me."
"Me neither. So 'For You'?"
"Yeah."
They both walked through to the ballroom to find Jeff and Colin standing in the corner of the bar, waiting for their respective partners to arrive. As soon as they walked in, Colin looked at Ryan, Jeff looked at Greg, both with questions in their eyes. Greg and Ryan couldn't stand it, Greg was right when he said that Colin might have got the wrong end of the stick. Both men walked over, Greg dragging Jeff onto the floor to slow dance to 'Everything I Do' by Bryan Adams.
"Why do they always play the cheesy love songs at a wedding?" Greg whispered to his husband.
"What else can they play at weddings?" Jeff said back.
They slow danced for a minute or so, Jeff trying to collect his courage to Greg something that had been bugging since he asked to be alone with Ryan.
"Greg, what's going on between you and Ryan?"
Greg leaned forward until they were nose to nose. "You promise not to tell?"
"Greg, please just tell me."
Looking into Jeff's eyes, he could see confusion behind them, and a little bit of hurt. Surely he didn't think he was cheating on him? On the night of their wedding? "You think that me and Ryan?....." He couldn't finish as the laughter began to start.
"Well, no, but you know, I'm sorry, I couldn't help it."
"Shh. Don't worry about it. We're not, we never will. I'm gonna tell you what's going on, but you have to keep it secret."
"I promise."
"Ryan's gonna -"
"Greg!" Ryan shouted. Greg looked over to see Ryan waving him over to the DJ's booth.
"I have a feeling you're gonna find out right now," Greg said to his lover, giving him a quick kiss, "Go get Colin and bring him out here. You stand beside him, I'll be right back."
Jeff watched Greg run over to the DJ's booth, him and Ryan huddling over something with grins on their faces. He felt a bit left out, although he was sure that Greg would have told him what was going on if Ryan hadn't interrupted. Instead, he did as Greg asked and brought Colin out onto the dance floor.
"What's going on?" Colin asked him.
"I really have no idea. Greg was about to tell me."
"They're being really weird."
"I know." Jeff said, a puzzled frown now gracing his boyish features again.
Ryan walked back over to Colin, as the music started. It was 'For You' by John Denver.
"Dance with me?"
Colin didn't need a second invitation, as he pressed his body close to Ryan's. They weren't dancing, they were simply hugging and swaying on the spot. But it was good enough. They became lost in their own world. Colin felt like he was floating. He opened his eyes to find Jeff and Greg swaying on their own little spot, Jeff's eyes filled love and a hint of excitement. As they swayed nearer to each other, Colin leaned over.
"Did Greg tell you what's going on?"
Jeff simply nodded, not trusting himself to speak.
"What? What's happening?"
"You'll find out."
Jeff and Greg started swaying away as the song entered its final lines.
'For you all the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you.
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love for you.'
As the song finished, Colin felt Ryan pull away from him. This was it. Whatever Greg and Ryan had been conversing about all day, this was it. He didn't know if it was good or bad. He didn't know if he was looking forward to it, or wanted to run away and hide. Ryan leant in and gave a kiss full of love. It was a good thing then. Colin then stood shocked, as Ryan knelt down on one knee, reached into his breast pocket and pull a small velvet box.
"Colin Andrew Mochrie, I love you. That song is ours, because I've never found anything else which has described how much I love you. I've loved for you for over twenty years, and had the amazing experience of spending most of that time waking up beside you, feeling your love for me everyday, knowing that whatever life has thrown at me, you wouldn't leave my side. I love you so much. Will you marry me?"
At his last words, Ryan lifted the lid of his box to show two beautiful matching white gold rings. Tears began to form in Colin's eyes. This was it. This was what Ryan had been planning. No wonder Greg and Jeff hadn't told him. From where he was standing he could see a date inscribed inside the band - 14.02.1989. Colin's mind flashed back to the day, the day that he and Ryan had left Pat and Deb standing in the living room of Colin's tiny apartment to start their life together. Colin looked into Ryan's green eyes, which hid nothing from him. He could see his love for him, his nervousness, his hope, all mixed together, leaving Colin no doubt what his answer was.
"Yes. Yes, I'll marry you!"
Ryan leapt off the floor and threw himself into Colin's arm as the crowd around them clapped and whistled. Ryan took Colin's ring from the box, and placed it on his finger. As he went to remove the other ring, Colin's hand stopped him.
"I want to do that."
Ryan smiled as he gave Colin the box. Colin lifted the ring, slid it onto Ryan's finger and whispered to him, "You're such a sap."
"You love me for it." Ryan whispered back, and kissed his soon to be husband.
"I do. I love you so much."
At this point, Brad sauntered into the ballroom to find Colin and Ryan in the middle of the floor, everybody else watching them with tears in their eyes.
"What've I missed?"
Nobody answered him, they were all too involved with Ryan and Colin. Drew, however, had noticed and walked over to him. "Hey Brad, come have a drink with me, I'll explain it all."
The party lasted into the small hours of the morning with several toasts to the newlyweds, and the newly engaged. Ryan danced with Colin, Greg danced with Jeff, Ryan danced with Greg, Jeff danced with Colin, Ryan danced with Jeff, Colin danced with Greg, and at one point, Colin was sure that he was Drew dancing with Brad. Around two in the morning, Ryan and Colin announced that they were going to bed. After a sly wink from Greg, they left the ballroom and got into the elevator again.
"Wasn't this broken last time we used it?" Colin asked, his words slightly slurred.
Ryan leant forward, trying to get the buttons to focus. He pressed for the button for the sixth floor and instantly they started moving.
"Did we push the button last time?" He wondered aloud, his speech a bit clearer than Colin.
"Don't think so actually, I was too busy being pinned down by an attractive man."
"Like this?" Ryan said, taking Colin's wrists and pinned them above his head.
"You seem to like me being helpless like this." Colin informed him, wriggling his hands to show that he couldn't move them.
"A little," Ryan admitted, "But I much prefer you went you can do better things with those hands." He leaned in and captured Colin's mouth, conveying the passion that he had been feeling since the last opportunity in the elevator escaped them. Bringing his hands down, he began to pull Colin's shirt out from his trousers. Now that his hands were free, Colin start to unbutton Ryan's shirt. Both men appeared to have forgotten where they were as the elevator pinged to let them know that they had arrived at the sixth floor.
"What number are we?"
Colin took the card out his pocket and laughed when he saw the number. He handed the card to Ryan who read the number '69'.
"He's a bastard! I bet he got us this room on purpose."
"Does it matter? We're still gonna use it." Colin said, as seductively as he could. It appeared to be working as Ryan growled, grabbed Colin's hand and they both ran to the end of the corridor towards their room. When they got there however, Ryan was having a little trouble opening the door.
"Col, Col, it won't open!"
"Give it to me." Ryan handed the card to Colin, who took one look at the card, flipped it over, jammed it into the slot, and the door opened. "You had it upside down."
Not caring that he had appeared like an idiot, Ryan stepped forward into the room, making Colin step backwards. Placing his hands on Colin's shoulders, Ryan directed him towards the king sized bed which was waiting for their arrival. Giving Colin a slight shove, Ryan climbed over him as he fell onto the bed, straddling him as he did so. He attacked Colin's shirt buttons with vigour, needing to feel the skin of the man below him. As soon as they were undone, he pulled Colin's jacket and shirt off at the same time.
"No, wait," Colin panted, "Shirt off."
Colin rolled them both so their positions were reversed. Determined to take this slow, Colin leant forward and kissed Ryan, his tongue lapped at his bottom lip until Ryan opened his mouth. Colin deliberately kept the kiss light although it was threatening to become so much more. His nimble fingers quickly undone all the buttons and by drawing back slightly, made Ryan follow him so he could remove his jacket and shirt, all the while, they remained exploring each other's mouths. Ryan then moved to get up onto his knees, pulling Colin up into the same position so he could begin removing his trousers. As soon as the button was undone, the zipper down, his hand dove in and began to stroke Colin at a maddeningly slow pace, pleased to find that he was already hard.
"Ryan, faster, please."
Ryan remained at the same pace. He had stolen Colin's frame of mind in that he wanted this to be slow, he wanted to enjoy this fully. During his train of thought, Colin had opened his trousers too, and was copying Ryan's actions, teasing him, occasionally delving deeper to massage his balls.
"Fuck, Col." Ryan leaned forward to capture Colin's mouth again, this time, their kiss full of passion and lust. Their clothing, which has previously been used to tease each other, was now in the way and was going to be ripped apart if it was not removed soon. Pushing Colin onto his back, Ryan removed Colin's and his own hand, and began kissing his way down Colin's chest.
"Ryan, wait." Colin said in a strangled voice.
"What?" He said, lifting his head to meet Colin's gaze. His eyes were clouded in lust, and Ryan knew that there was no way he couldn't deny him anything at this point.
"Come here." Colin motioned to the spot next to him. Ryan climbed back up the bed, and lay on his back next to Colin, who swung his leg over Ryan's hip. "I want to thank you."
"For what?"
"For proposing. For making me the happiest man alive." He leaned forward to give Ryan a chaste kiss on the lips, before kissing his way down Ryan's body, stopping at his nipples, giving them a sharp nip each, causing Ryan's body to twang off the bed.
"Col, please.... you....you gotta..."
Smiling to himself, Colin began making his way down the rest of his lover's body, pulling down his trousers and boxers at the same time, pausing to remove both their pairs of shoes, pulling the trousers off Ryan completely and removing his own. When he looked back up at the bed, he saw, to him, the most beautiful sight. Ryan, lying, waiting for him, his erection pressed flat against his stomach, begging for Colin to touch him. Colin started making his way back up the bed, only to pause at Ryan's groin to take his erection in his mouth. Ryan began to whimper and moan, loving every swipe of Colin's tongue, loving every pump of his hand. Knowing that he was nearing the point of no return, he tried to pull Colin up, but Colin shook him off.
"This one is about you."
Touched at the level of raw emotion in Colin's voice, he lay back, carefully thrusting into his lover's mouth, his hands forming fists in the bed sheets, his breathing becoming more and more laboured. He was close, so close.
"Col, I love you... love you...so...much...." Colin hummed his approval, taking Ryan to the back of his throat, bringing his left hand down to fondle Ryan's balls. The combination felt like Heaven.
"Col, I'm gonna.... I'm gonna....COL!" He screamed as his orgasm hit him full blast, wave after wave of pleasure hitting him, as Colin took him to the back of his throat and kept him there, continually swallowing, taking everything Ryan had to offer. Only when Ryan had slumped back onto the pillows did Colin crawl back up. Ryan pulled him over so he could get a kiss.
"Take me." Ryan whispered.
"You sure?" Colin asked. It wasn't often that Ryan bottomed. Colin preferred to bottom, while Ryan preferred to top, which made for a happy union. Still, a change every once a while couldn't hurt. "Stay there." He ordered, running to get their bags, which sat by the door having being brought up earlier by the bellhop. Rummaging around, he found a small tube of lube, with a strawberry scent. He loved strawberries. Turning back to Ryan, he slowly knelt on the bottom of the bed, and drizzled some of the lube onto his fingers. Slowly, he pushed a finger into Ryan, watching his every reaction. If it was too painful, Colin would stop. Instead, Ryan seemed to be loving every second of it. Colin began to move his finger in and out, pleased that it was him who was making Ryan moan again. He added a second finger, watching in glee as Ryan's moans only increased, both in length and loudness. As he added a third finger, his joy became complete as he watch Ryan get aroused yet again. They weren't young by any means, and knowing that Ryan would get aroused so quickly pleased Colin to no end. He was so busy watching Ryan that he almost missed his order.
"Now. Col, now, before it's too late."
Colin withdrew his fingers, surprised that Ryan would be so near the edge without even getting to the main event. He quickly lubed himself up with some great difficulty, he was aroused that he felt like one touch from Ryan would make him explode.
"I love you." He whispered as he began to push into Ryan. Ryan groaned in return, making Colin smile, he loved it when he could make Ryan speechless. He entered Ryan slowly, knowing that it had been a long time since Ryan had bottomed, and would need time to adjust.
"Faster, Col. For Christ's sake, go faster."
Colin slid in a touch faster, until he was into the hilt. Pausing to give Ryan a moment, he was shocked to discover that he was breathless. Ryan, noticing this, smirked. "Am I too much for you Col?"
Col answered this by withdrawing almost completely and sliding back in much faster than he had before, causing Ryan to moan in complete ecstasy. Unable to control himself, Colin found himself thrusting hard, driven on by Ryan's groans.
"Please...Col....faster.....that's it....love you...love.....you...."
Sweat was pouring from both men, the complete pleasure at being together was being to build. Colin could feel it, working its way out from his stomach. Grabbing the headboard to increase the strength of his thrusts, he used his free hand to grab Ryan's dick, and pump fast and furiously.
"Ahhh! Col! Fuck...."
Both men were struggling to take a complete breath, Colin kept his eyes open, determined to see Ryan's face when he came, he needed to see the pleasure he made on Ryan's face.
"I......love...you so...much...Ry."
Those were his last words before he jumped over the edge into sweet ecstasy, thrusting one more time, deep into Ryan, allowing his orgasm to fill him, screaming Ryan's name into the empty room, swept away by the look of utmost pleasure on Ryan's face, screaming his name, covering his stomach and Colin's hand. Completely exhausted, he collapsed on top of Ryan, panting and struggling to get his breathing back to normal. He felt Ryan brush the few hairs he had on the side of his head behind his ear, leaving little kisses all over.
Unable to speak, Colin rolled off Ryan onto his right hand side, allowing Ryan to spoon him from behind, holding his hand.
"I know I've said it at least fifty times today Col, but I love you."
"You're such a sap."
"You love me for it."
"Yes, I do."
Colin held up their joined hands, their new white gold bands sparkling in the moonlight that shone from their window. He smiled. Behind him, Ryan saw the bands, and smiled too. When he could name Colin as his husband, he wouldn't want anything to change. Their life together would be perfect.